These past few days, it’s being hard here in the house. I mean yes, literally, it’s in chaos. I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know what to feel. Feels like my heart and mind is gonna blow right now. I wanna jump right off a building or throw something out into somewhere. I wanna go into nowhere, I wanna scream out loud to the top of my very lungs, I wanna cry till there’s no more tears falling down. I wanna be alone for some reason, I wanna be into a place where no one knows and I’ll be alone. I wanna shut my world out from everybody just for a day. I wanna be alone just for a day.